First post ever! 060326
28 March
last week had been a really confusing week. heaps of things happened too. but then again my life is confusing >.< i dont know why but these stuff started right after the Crossing the Divide camp.
anyways i shouldn't talk about this...its too gloomy for me. overall though i hated last week =Si'm typing this when i'm nearly gonna go to sleep so i'm not thinkin right. its like 9:44pm. i don't understand why people get depressed. i admit that and when some of my friends become depressed i don't know what to do. i get pissed when i see them tryin to act normal...and i don't know why. if any of you guys reading this get down or something like that tell me. i might not be able to helpyou out but i'll always be there for you. lol i'm not good at saying things.
anyways i just wanted to say that i love all of you guys...i know you wouldn't expect me to say this...everyone in the "family" including Angela,Hanson,David and everyone else who are my friends including MC, Stella, Spaz, Helene, Sus, Preethi, Andrea, Ryan, Adam, Manda.........there's too manytoo name! but then its ok cause you guys will always know that you're my friends no matter what. =]
cya laters and good night! ^^
*by the way Preethi's a fatty hippo and DELUSIONAL...don't tell her i said that=D*
manda wrote:
YAY IM A FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!!
I LOVE U MUMMY
i'll always be your friend til death. OMG HAHA I can't believe I wrote that.
look wendy...wat is it with u and tryin 2 kill me???...y dont u just admit it and say dat ur
scared of mi tai chi moves.....lol....even if u kill me ill still haunt u...kiddin....r u feelin ok
now?>??(BLUDGER BLUDGER BLUDGER!!!!) oh and nuthin much happened @ skool
......we got our ID cards and everybody loox sooo funni!!!!...hehe.....(xcept me...)...just jkn......
(BLUDGER BLUDGER BLUDGER!!!)...oh!!! ....KUM 2 SKOOL 2MOROW coz i wanna
sing u mi ANT song.....ill start it here.....the ants go marchin one by one...HURRAH...HURRAH
....the ants go marchin one by one...HURRAH...HURRAH.......the ants go marchin one by
one till da lil one stops to........(TO B CONTINUED AFTER DA BREAK...)
ahaahahha well done..like my steak =]
Anyways going off on a tangent here BUT I wrote a poem back then! Wowee. I'm not posting it though cause it's weird. The comments are more interesting than the blog posts themselves xD
OMG!!!!!!!!!!....WHO COMMENT B4 ME??????????...UR SO GOIN DOWN ONCE I FIND OUT WHO IT IS!!!!!!
OMG.....cant imagine wat itd b lyk to b wendys sister.....i feel so sorri 4 ur sis.....tell her i understand ur pain......lolz....yea...there r sad and happy moments in lyf...happy is when u find da rainbow coloured soks uve been lookin 4(i bought them yesterday)....and sad is when they tell u dat they wont giv u a discount on da price of da sok....but wither way ...its all good.....AND IM A SHINING FUNKEE MONKEE STAR!!!!!...IN UR FACE WENDII!!!!!!....err...wait a sec...she called u one too...DAMN!!!...silly silly angela...she is under da impression dat ur a funkee monkee....lolz....she doesnt noe dat ur a PRETTY funkee monkee too!!!!!!!!!!....hehehehehehe
wahh.. wendy, my eyes are dying. =_O everytime I try to read the page, the words quiver
16 June
The Hidden Heart
and i changed my theme so angela doesnt see squiggles^^
once upon a time there lived a foolish traveller. he was on a journey but he was always taken advantage of because he was so stupid. he was cheated of all his money, his clothes and even his shoes. yet when the townsfolk lied and "thanked" him for his help the traveller would burst into tears and keep repeatin the words "i wish you happiness". the traveller eventually gave away everythin and embarrassed of his naked self he left and headed off into the forest. this time the traveller encountered demons.the demons hungrily eyed the traveller's flesh and one by one they each came up with a convincing act to deceive him and once again the foolish traveller was quick to believe and willingly gave away his arms and legs to the demons of the forest. eventually only his head was left and even so the traveller still gave his eyes to the last demon. as the last demon gobbled up the eyes he said, "thankyou for that! allow me to give you a present." he then dropped something in front of the traveller but even his words were a lie. the present was nothin more than a scrap piece of paper with the word "idiot" written on it. and yet the traveller was overwhelmed with tears of joy. "thankyou! thankyou!" he kept repeatin over and over again. "this is the first time someone has given me a present. thankyou! thankyou!" and tears just kept on flowing from the eyes that weren't there and eventually the traveller died.
21 June
*sigh* the last day being 13 and the last day of me being alive! yes and you know in just half a yr i've gained so many friends...thats crazy. and i dont regret one bit of gainin so many^^ anyways...wow 14 feels so old. oh well. i'm lost for words>< well i'll give you a summary of my 13 yrs.
i was born (obviously), lked to rip tissues when i was young, went in kindergarten, dobbed on stella for usin a pen when it was actually a paser in yr 1, stacked it on gravel and cried, yr 2 met most of my primary friends, had iceblocks competitions with stella and got a brain freeze and choked to death cause david and karmen used to push the iceblock up into my mouth tryin to make me win and choke at the same time -.-', yr 3 we liked to care mrs di our teacher, yr 4 was the best! we were obsessed with harry potter and had a harry potter party and watched the first movie in cinemas with the class, our teacher's hair got stuck on a witch's hat or something, we used to play this games...it was lke softball...roundrobin? i forgot...yr 5 was good...had a cool teacher, we used to go in the storeroom and the teacher would read us scary stories, started to become blind because of the stupid blackboard, yr 6 has a cool teacher again called ms kelly who liked evangelion, got to bludge durin times when we were meant to be doin debating speeches, played mental friends (lol that was crazy), yr 7 went to hurlstone, mc, angela, spaz became my friends (i think i left out some), was a bitch and regretted it, yr 8 hanson, lisa, adam, and a whole bunch of others became my friends (i used to think hanson was a geek in yr 7), yr 9 is crazy and still is and so many things happenin T_T im realising things i never did.
14 July
Time
time...what is it? is it the time on the clocks, the time passing each day, each month, each year? one thing is certain though. time allows creation and destruction. time...time...time. continuously ticking like a clock. yet the battery never runs out...time is endless. but the battery for us will one day end. one day that tickin will end... [i'm sorry everyone. i'm feeling really down for some reason]
i imagine the future. when everyone i know has aged, matured...will we be remembered? time may be eternal but when we are involved...time will never be eternal for us. that why we all have to "live our life to the max!" when the day comes and i disappear from this world...no matter where i am in this vast, expanse world of ours i'll always be forever near everyone. and my dear friends that i have known these past years...all the memories, however sad or joyous they may be, will be etched in my heart. though i do not wish to disappear any sooner...there's so many things to say and do.
ahaha...this may sound a bit absurd but i do sometimes dream of us all living in one big happy neighbourhood.
that would be one of my wishes...if i had a genie and a lampXD but then i have other wishes too...
just tonight i was thinkin of the memories when im older of everyone...like preethi and her laughin face and her killing me...david and him caring for everyone...angela and her spastic frenzies...uzma and her non-stop laughin sessions and her jap convos...mc and her killing me and yelling at everyone...hanson and him looking stoned and being himself...there are so many. all of yous are special...each one so different. now i have no time to write everything down...there's the word time again. i just want everyone to know that even though we might think we have a long way ahead and hours and hours of time, we might not have enough time to say and do the things we want. do not dwell on the past...what's done is done and however much we may regret it and want to change it we cannot. but at least we have the chance to change in the times ahead. that is what is most important...we have to power to change. that is why i don't believe anyone is truly bad because at least once in their life...there is a chance to change...their is always a crossroad on a path.
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25 July
Spring Is Coming!
i'm back after disappearing a long time^^ and its back to school...what fun! *cough* anyways, spring is coming soon and so it wont be freezing cold anymore. but then thats only the cover of what spring brings^^ lets see...life is unfrozen and melts back into life. warmth and sunshine rapidly overwhelms our days with happiness. and its a new season, for fresh new things to unfold. mwhahahahah! ok maybe not murder stories but yea you know what i mean....i think...mmm. but anyways i think everyone will lighten up a bit when spring comes, cause were probablyall stoned and looking frozen and dead due to the coldness. can't wait til spring even though my favourite season is winter...i hope days will be more lively...hehe more spastic moments. got to go sleep now...good night^^<---- ok i'm gonna try and stop using this expression.
ok i have to go now...getting in trouble>< bye everyone and good night^^
So much has changed. Good ole days. I really miss them.
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